DISCLAIMER: Though they're not named, the characters are Marvel's. Fekt. Thanks to Lynxie for beta'ing, and Pebblin for...um...saying "Whoa." Oh yeah, and sensitive readers should run. Run *away*. Or else it's your own damn fault you're offended. :)
I'm Waiting
by Sparks
I was waiting for you the entire time.
I was waiting when he showed his face. Amongst many other things.
I was waiting for you when he shoved me down and pinned my wrists to the scraping gravel floor.
I was waiting for you when he ripped off my shirt and I could feel his sticky tongue sliding across my skin like a pit-viper.
I was waiting for you with tears in my eyes as I looked at his, because they looked so much like yours. I thought it might be you, but only for a moment. There was no way...
I was waiting for you as I screamed and was ignored because of his control over the minds surrounding us.
I was waiting for you when he tore off my pants and touched me with his sweaty, vile hands.
I was waiting for you when I heard the sound of his belt being undone.
I was waiting for you with tears streaking my cheeks as I felt him force himself inside of me.
I was waiting for you as I heard his grunts of pleasure and growls of anger against his struggling prey.
I was waiting for you when he finished and left me alone.
I was waiting for you when I showered, once, twice, three times in a row, underneath the cold, clammy water, my flesh crawling so badly I thought it might melt off of my bones and run away.
I was waiting for you that night, when the wind reminded me of his icy breath down my neck.
You never came. But he did. And I can't tell you, because it would kill you to know the resemblance.
So I'm still waiting. For you.